Whenever we are attached or attracted to that someone. We tend to feel the need of attention. Despite how stubborn we told ourselves that we should ‘act chill’. The desire to be the attention of their eyes.
We know it firsthand. “Let’s not be too hopeful.””Let’s act tough and we can handle their diverted eyes from us.” Indeed we are being selfish and spoiled.
When we put some feeling and emotions started to taunt us. The word ‘friends’ is like a dagger that keep stabbing us everytime the word spoken.
We don’t understand or we don’t want to understand. I know the answer. Really. It’s one sided. Yes. The worst part it. We are battling it alone and with ourselves.