Photo by Karolina Grabowska on Pexels.com
Have I gone crazy?
Or going crazy? Because why, You appeared in my dream, When I think of you, And you appeared in my dream again, When I don’t think of you, What was it then? Longing? Premonition? Signs? Or simply a curse, That none of us dare to accept, That we were meant, For each other.
Photo by Download a pic Donate a buck! ^ on Pexels.com
I couldn’t bear,
To listen, All the songs, That reminds me of you, Reminds me of us, Reminds me of the relationship, That we had, And we could have,
Every love songs,
Sounds like a heartbreak, And every sad songs, Opened up old wounds,
Repeatedly, and endlessly,
A cycle of self-destruction.
Photo by Pedro Figueras on Pexels.com
I want to hold your hands,
Just to let you know, The warmth of love, The nurturing souls, And the everlasting passion, Of wanting you.
Photo by Katerina Holmes on Pexels.com
I wish for you,
I wish for us, I wish for the things that we can be, And learned from our mistakes,
I can only wish,
Because I understand the truth, We can never be, We no longer exists.
Photo by Jonathan Borba on Pexels.com
I closed my eyes,
To imagine you in front of me, Close and bare, The chocolate smells, And a hint of slow breathing, Burying your lust, In deep locked kisses.
Photo by Jess Vide on Pexels.com
I don’t want to lie,
The exhaustion and tiredness, Within me, Consuming me, relentlessly,
Yet, I can’t help to feel,
The miraculous strength, And focus, That keeps me going.
Photo by Luis Quintero on Pexels.com
There are not a single day,
That passed, That I had to convince myself, To be brave and strong,
And not a single moment,
That went, That I didn’t struggle, To get through this loneliness,
And not a single breath,
That I took, Questioned myself, If I want to stay alive.
Photo by Enric Cruz Lu00f3pez on Pexels.com
The world may be upside down,
The building may collapsed in ruin, The people may gone crazy, The poets are here to stay,
With convictions and words,
To heal the broken souls.
Photo by Samuel Silitonga on Pexels.com
To the one that will be,
In my future, A love that I have been, Seeking all these years,
Even I don’t know,
Where you are now, Might be far away, Or perhaps one that got away,
Or you have been here,
Reading here all along, Keeping your distance, With no actions,
Or you are someone,
I never meet yet, Across the distance and space, Through the barriers and boundaries,
I am here still trying,
To stay strong, And keep going, Towards my future with you.
Photo by Posawee Suwannaphati on Pexels.com
If there are ways,
To certainly be sure, Of all the uncertainties, Running around in my head, As the nuisance, In my daily life,
The ways probably solves,
All the problem in the world.