Such a breezy,
And windy day,
A day filled with laughter,

Until the sky turned red,
And screams filled the air,
And the mood run flat.

I want to close my eyes,
And see her,
Asking her for a dance,
Together,
In the darkness,
Of the night.

I rather do the obvious things,
Than playing with games,
Clouds over my mind,
Torturing my delicate soul.

There are moments,
When this heart,
Yearns care and warmth,
Dreadfully,

I let myself drowned,
In all the sweetest love songs,
Just to remember,
I still have a heart.

Through entertainment,
I feed this voracious void,
To fill a little bit of this emptiness,
That once a satisfying sustenance,

For this lifeless shell,
And pale soul of mine.

In each day,
The numbness spreads,
Through every sections,
In each veins,

The dull tasteless,
And exhausting life.

How I wish I can say things,
To clear the blockage,
Yet, it lead to nowhere,
Even when the path cleared,

Losing purpose,
And conscious.

I live in the dark,
Probably stuck,
Forever here,
Never ending sickness.

Will you let me dream,
For a moment,
To have someone in front of me,

Someone that made me,
Smile because of her presence,

Someone that made my,
Heart race as she look at me,

Someone that hold my hands,
Radiating warmth and comfort,

Someone that willing,
To go through life together,

Someone that,
Never mind,