I couldn’t bear,
To listen,
All the songs,
That reminds me of you,
Reminds me of us,
Reminds me of the relationship,
That we had,
And we could have,

Every love songs,
Sounds like a heartbreak,
And every sad songs,
Opened up old wounds,

Repeatedly, and endlessly,
A cycle of self-destruction.

I want to hold your hands,
Just to let you know,
The warmth of love,
The nurturing souls,
And the everlasting passion,
Of wanting you.

I wish for you,
I wish for us,
I wish for the things that we can be,
And learned from our mistakes,

I can only wish,
Because I understand the truth,
We can never be,
We no longer exists.

I closed my eyes,
To imagine you in front of me,
Close and bare,
The chocolate smells,
And a hint of slow breathing,
Burying your lust,
In deep locked kisses.

I don’t want to lie,
The exhaustion and tiredness,
Within me,
Consuming me, relentlessly,

Yet, I can’t help to feel,
The miraculous strength,
And focus,
That keeps me going.

There are not a single day,
That passed,
That I had to convince myself,
To be brave and strong,

And not a single moment,
That went,
That I didn’t struggle,
To get through this loneliness,

And not a single breath,
That I took,
Questioned myself,
If I want to stay alive.

The world may be upside down,
The building may collapsed in ruin,
The people may gone crazy,
The poets are here to stay,

With convictions and words,
To heal the broken souls.

If there are ways,
To certainly be sure,
Of all the uncertainties,
Running around in my head,
As the nuisance,
In my daily life,

The ways probably solves,
All the problem in the world.